Shirley's story

I started gambling when my marriage broke down about 13 years ago. Since then, I have gone through so much of my assets and money it's just not funny. I have cashed in insurances, sold properties, etc.

I was once very well off. Now, I'm just struggling, and still gambling! I live in denial most of the time and do not face the real facts of what this has done and still is doing to me. I will never, ever get back to where I was, but if I stop now, at least I can perhaps maintain where I am. 

So, I am starting the 100 Day Challenge today. 

It is hard for me, because like a lot of gamblers, all our close associates and friends are also gamblers. My partner is a huge gambler also, but he has a lot more money than I do, and it does not affect him. But I have actually been far worse than he has over the years. Not now, because I can't afford to gamble anymore. I have to stop or I will end up with nothing at all. 

So, tonight I begin this challenge, and by writing this down I already feel some inspiration to not gamble anymore. I will write every day, and track my efforts. I don't want to be a failure. I was always so successful in everything else – businesses, property, work. But not now. I have neglected my hobbies, and my family, to rush off and gamble. So, here's to my new beginning.